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Lost

24 May

I lost a pen and a pencil

The hair clutcher and the flower clip

The loss was minor, but I cried like a baby

As those were the things to make me a fairy

 

I lost my marks, important things at time

I lost my car keys along with the subject file

I lost a bird to that cat in the backyard

I lost one relative in the emergency ward

 

Then I lost the memory to forget these things

And my mind blew away, I lost my wings

It seemed I lost everything I had

And so lost the sanity, that I once had

 

I lost the fairy and the bird

But I had you there, you became my world

I had lost you too, but you never did

You were the one I could laugh and sing with

 

But, today I lost you, the greatest loss of life

The cream- smoothed world now cuts me like a knife

I will bear the pain, but it’s not easy

As now I am truly lost, when you left me!

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Na Bhooli Hun, Na Bhoolungi…

4 May

College ki bus mein thus-thus kar jaana

driver ke “peeche bohot jagah hai” keh jaana

pehle din dean ka “this is the best college” btana

humara bhi majaak mein haskar, mann mein proud ho jaana

lekin ragging ke darr se jaldi ghar bhaag jaana

na bhooli hun, na bhoolungi.

 

Crimes ki class ke liye subah 9 baje aana

har class ko attendance ke liye attend karna

Saloni ka classes me Dan Brown padh jaana

har semester ke shuru me AC class ko hathiyanana

na bhooli hun, na bhoolungi

 

Contract law ke lecture mein “doosri” class me jaana

Ritu ma’am ka “shaant rahiye” kehkar halka sa smile kar jaana

1st semester ka finally result aana

result aane ke time pe paper kaun kaun se diye the, ye bhool jaana

champu hairstyles se step cut ย ka daur aana

na bhooli hun, na bhoolungi

 

Dean- students ke protest mein, semester kya hota hai ye bhool jaana

VC office, kabhi library, kabhi playground ke saamne dharne par baith jaana

fourth -semester ke baad third-sem ka result aana

aage ke semesters mein teachers ka “protest mein gye the aap log?” puch jaana

humara bhi haan bharke poora lecture tapaana

na bhooli hun, na bhoolungi

 

har project viva mein next student ka “kya poocha, kya poocha” question uthana

Rahul- Digvijay ke saath woh silent vivas dekar aana

Apurva ka har exam se pehle “fucked up” keh jaana

Nidhi ka har semester exams mein ek nya tv-show start karne ka exam ritual nibhana

na bhoooli hun, na bhoolungi

 

Tez baarish me sneh ke saath bheegte hue jaana

Saloni ko har semester me detention ka darr dikhana

Shikha ka “tujhe pta chala?” style me gossip sunaana

humaara bhi interest lekar doosre din bhool jaana

na bhooli hun, na bhoolungi

 

Saloni ka “At 8 at RC… don’t be late” message karke 8:45 par aana

Abhishek se har paper se pehle photocopy karwana

Sneh ka “2 saal baad pata lagega tumhe ki main kya kar rhi hun” keh jaana

Kanika ka “yaar mera kya hoga” soch ke yuhin tensioniyana

na bhooli hun, na bhoolungi

 

Varun ka har serious baat ko majaak banakar keh jaana

Kokila ka cute cute cheezon ka pradarshan kar jaana

pen kho jaane par gham manaana

par kisi aur ka bhi pen ghum hua, ye jaankar usi ke saamne hans jaana

na bhooli hun, na bhoolungi

 

CrPc ke viva me Ma’am ka “beta padh lo” keh jaana

mere viva ke reaction se sonali ka darr jaana

exam time me metro me chakkhallas karte hue aana

college aakar lunch aur coffee gatakane ka prime motive poora kar jaana

na bhooli hun, na bhoolungi

 

aansoo to nhi, khushi hai

koi gham nhi, sirf hansi hai

kuch peeche reh jayega, aisa koi darr nhi

kyunki jiye hai aise, jiski koi umar nhi…

 

IF I have offended anyone or made anyone happy, I am truly sorry for both because that’s who I am and that’s how I want you to remember me. You guys can add lines if you want. I know this is not the way it should end, but it should begin.

I wouldn’t complain because if what we were wanting to happen would have happened then what actually happened wouldn’t have happened and what happened was more beautiful than we could ever thought of happening.
KEEP IN TOUCH. KEEP SMILING.

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You Meant The World

31 Mar

Well…. this post…. I am really very sad while typing this… One of my best friend’s beloved has expired. Her soulmate, her best friend and her life… and you know what’s tragic… she realised that it meant so much to her when it was gone. It happens right?? With everybody… We realise the importance of what is ours’ only after it’s gone because the rest of the time we are too busy inย  comparing what others have and we don’t. She realised the importance of the most important thing in her world when it’s gone… forever. I have written the following poem from her perspective on her loss. (P.S. I am not good at poetry… so no matter how worse it gets… bhawnao ko samjho)

So you are gone, leaving me behindindex

to think about you and cry all night

Watching the TV is not such fun

as was talking to you so much

Never did I knew that you were special

Always treated you without any care

Always had I slept with you on my side

And woken up to see you giving me a smile

Always you helped me to get through the exam

I raised the question and you got the answer fast

Never had i dreamt that I would live without you

Now, in the dreams you come and meet me

I know you are gone and that’s the bitter truth

But I would remember you, because you were the first.

 

Now, i should reveal as to of whose obituary report you just read. It was her LG phone. Ya, it was stolen by someone just two days ago. And in these two days, she has actually realised that the love of her life was that phone. Not parents, not the lover, not the siblings, but that phone…. I hope that phone rests in peace and the new one fills in the space as soon as possible… ( Well her new phone is S4, so I guess it would not beย  difficult at all) ๐Ÿ˜› ๐Ÿ™‚

 

Letters of Pappu And Champa- 10

26 Jun

The next letter from Champa is right here. I know it has come very late, but that’s not her fault, I was quite busy with my life for a while. But now i would not make you and Pappu wait any longer.So, here it is :

Na… Na… itni jaldi na karna

Sab gadbad ho jaega warna

Bhai ko mere pta lga to

Kar denge wo mushkil jeena

Dheere- dheere baat bdhao

Thodi pehle pehchaan bnao

Unki nazar me to aao

Phir shadi ke khwab sajao

Wo hain akdu, garam dimagi

Jung ladne ki kar lo tyari

Agar mujhe ho sach me chahte

to mat karna jhoothe vaade

Bus yehi baat thi tumse kehni

baaki to main hun bus ab teri!!

Ye pyaar jataa rahi hai ya dara rahi hai? Quite difficult to make out!! But this is what the situation is in our country when it comes to the topic of love. Will this sttory go to the usual road of sacrifice or this one is the unusual??

 

 

Letters of Pappu and Champa- 9

22 May

After Champa shows her first positive response towards Pappu’s letter, what would be Pappu’s reaction? Is he amazed and thinking, “oh no, i was just joking.. ye to sahi me fas gayi,” or he is amazed and thinking,”god has finally heard my appeals” ๐Ÿ™‚ Let’s see!!

Tere khat me hai jo tune likha

kya sach hai champa ka kahna

mujhe yakeen ho gya is baat ka

ki tujhe aitbaar hai mere pyar ka

silsila ab ye apna chal nikla

arre pyaar kab, kisse dara

tu chinta na kar gharwalo ki

sab dheere- dheere ho jaenge raazi

ab to bus tyari kar le

kal hi main ma ko bhejta hun

tere saath sagai karne ko

main aaj hi anguthi dhundta hun

Pappu as it seems is really very happy and has even jumped to engagement date, but wouldย  Champa be comfortable with the rush or she has some other plans ๐Ÿ˜› Stick on, because asli story to ab shuru hogi… ๐Ÿ˜›

Letters of Pappu And Champa- 8

4 May

After the previous letter of Pappu, Champa took a long time to make up her mind about what she wants. And now, after she has gone through all the possibilities, what does she finally choose? Love of Pappu or fear of family…

Tere khat pe aitbaar kiya

tujhe hamesha khud se door kiya

par ab lagta hai tu apna saimages

mujhse bhi zaada pass mere

Jo shuru hua tha ldai ka silsila

ab nahi hai tujhse koi gila

teri baaton pe ab yakeen hai

ab tu hi mere kareeb hai

Mujhko bhi ab nahi darr kisi ka

har saza mujhe manjoor hai

bus tum ab mukar na jaana kahin

tum ko khone ka hi darr hai…

O..oo… so, Champa has finally expressed her love for Pappu. But she seems to be constantly captivated with the fear of her family. To see what happens next, keep reading.. ๐Ÿ™‚

Letters of Pappu and Champa- 7

14 Apr

After Champa’s previous letter, Pappu has taken a considerable amount of time to reply. Maybe, because he now knows that his love story is not going to be as smooth as he had wished and its time to take the matter seriously for the sake of his and Champa’s life…

Tune ab takย  jo darr dikhlaya

uska kissa ab samajh me aya

tune mujhko ab tak nahi jaana

saccha hun main tera deewana

tu auro ki baat chhor de

apne mann ki pehle sun le

saath agar tu hogi mere

sab cheezon se lad jaunga

pyaar agar hai mera saccha

tujhko, pakka main pa jaunga

apne dil se kar le yaari

chinta chhor ke apni saari

jo bhi ho faisla tera, bta dena

par pyaar ko duniya ke darr se haraa mat dena…

Now, here seems that Pappu has not said anything unusual, but if he stick to his words, then that would be somehow, unusual….

 

 

Letters of Pappu And Champa- 6

10 Apr

This is Champa’s reply to Pappu after his previous letter. What does Champa says?? Has she melt to the love of Pappu or reluctant like before, or she is in a dilemma herself? Let’s see…

Tujhko pyaar se samajh nahi aata

mujhko tu kyun bhool nahi jaata

karti hun main baat 1 sacchi

btati hun aaj, jo baat mann mein thi rakhi

mujhko nahi itni azaadi

ki pyar karun main chori- chori

tujhko darr dikhlaya hamesha

par hai sach, ki khud hun darti

mere bhai hain bade protective

rakhte hain pehre effective

akele main kahin ja nahi paati

baat kisi se kar nahi paati

itni hai bandish mujhpe

sapne me bhi ud nahi sakti

ab tu samajh ja meri haalat ko

rehem kar mujhpe, ye jaan kar to…

Today, Champa has written a letter giving a reason or rather an emotional answer to the questions of Pappu. Will Pappu after knowing Champa’s position in her house leave her or try to free her from the web of her relations…

Letters of Pappu and Champa-5

6 Apr

After Champa warned Pappu again, not to send her letters, does Pappu adhere to what she says or is still trying to impress her.. ??

Mujhse hai aisa kya panga

mujhme tujhko kya nahi janchta

saari raat hu main ab jagta

din me bhi bus taare ginta

teri chahat mein ho gya aadha

mujhko ishq ke rog ne maara

doori to gairon se rakhna

main to hun ab tera apna

free mein ladka mil jaega

dahej ka kharcha bach jaega

20,000 per month hun kamaata

golden chance hai, tu mat gawaaane

tu jitni bhi gaali dede

ye ashiq na karega doori

jitna door bhagayegi tu

main mein basta jaega ye… ๐Ÿ˜‰

Now, here Pappu has declared his salary and asked Champa about what she thinks about him now. Would Champa be stubborn or the figure of Pappu’s salary change her mind? Or there would be something else?? Hang on to the next post to find out the same!! :)https://creatigentt.wordpress.com/wp-admin/post-new.php

Letters of Pappu And Champa- 4

19 Mar

The last letter of Pappu was quite in the form of giving answers to Champa. Now, does Champa gives any lift to her neighbor or is still stubborn enough to her rude behavior towards her one sided lover.

Tere dil ki aisi ki taisi

Mujhko samajh na airi gairi

Saare hote hain aise hi

Pehle karte hain baatein meethi

Ladki ko hain machli samajhte

Gift daal ke apni or kheenchte

Jab wo jaal me pad jaati hai

Uski aaafat aa jati hai

Bin paani hai aise tadapti

Na hai jeeti, na hai marti

Tere me kuch khaas nahi dikhta

Tu hai alag, par mujhe nahi janchta

Meri hai apni majboori

Rakhti hun main sabse doori

Meri aankhon me tu khoega

Sach me pie ho jaega

Aisa hoga gayab sheher se

Duniya se hi uth jaega

Main nahi karti pyaar kisi se

Apne panne kahin aur chala

Yahan to finkte hain kude me

Jahan ho kadr, wahan lga!!

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